Toby Hawthorne was an enigma. One I didn't factor into my college plans.I wasn't looking for love.I wasn't not looking for it either.And in that state of in-between, he found me. Unaware of the battle he fought everyday, I fell fast. By the time I found out, it was too late.Because I wanted everything. Every broken, lost part of him.I knew I couldn't fix him.I could only love him.But I should've known better than to think that was enough.