A delusional memoir of the author's unrelenting investigation into the erotic, which many would consider absurdist satire but the few recognize as the deepest truth. Follow along with N. Nosirrah as he finds the flow of love in every encounter with the farcical characters he meets on the road to self-knowledge, heart break and the merger with the transcendental he calls Chronic Eros.To understand what this masterpiece points to, you must immerse yourself so deeply in your desires, into your shadow, into your unknown places, and go where you dare not go in your own fractured psyche, so that the outer becomes the inner and the inner the outer, and, then, you can absolutely get what you want. Beware, when you get what you want, you also get what you don't want.