I crawled into Ryan Jensen's bed that first night by accident.I barely knew him. I thought it was his sister's bed-her room. It took seconds to realize my error, and I should've left...I didn't.I didn't jump out.I didn't get embarrassed.I relaxed.And that night, in that moment, it was the only thing I craved.I asked to stay. He let me, and I slept.The truth? I never wanted to leave his bed. If I could've stayed forever, I would have.He became my sanctuary.Because-four hours earlier-my twin sister killed herself.