World-renowned medium Carmel Joy Baird shares the powerful story of how she overcame extreme panic and anxiety to break a cycle of abuse and find a life of freedom, forgiveness, and love. From childhood Carmel heard and saw things that nobody else did. Full of fear and shame for what she thought made her crazy, she justified being abused and began to lose all believe in her own self-worth. When Carmel finally accepted the truth of spirits, she was able to use her gift of speaking to the dead to help thousands of people worldwide--but first she had to help herself. Join Carmel on the roller-coaster journey that made her the person and healer that she is today, and learn how you, too, can turn your shame into power and love. By embarking on this path, you will gain a better grasp on what lies behind your shame, as well as a firmer understanding of yourself and your own truth, and how to live in love and in light.